You make architecture become, a chore

I'm still the same person. The same person who can't be forced to do something I don't want/don't like. 

This school has killed it all. If there was any passion at all, it has been eradicated until there isn't any speck. 

Work load comes in waves. 

On weekends after a tiring draining week, your body screams for play; or plainly, just rest. Mind and body away from this overwhelming waves of work. 

And when your body fails to comply and rests instead, you feel guilty afterward for just resting. Designing becomes a tiring chore, deadlines everyday, projects Submisson every week. 

Some things are done just because it is graded. Just cause I need to complete it, I do it half heartedly and when the arrows fly, it should have been something expected but still it will hurt. Probably, if I were to do it half heartedly again, I shouldn't even start. 

Architecture, and this particular education becomes a chore. 

Have you, ever put yourselves in our shoes?