I walked out on my group on Monday and fell out with a friend but I finally made it up with her.
I guess I can never stop discovering more about myself, the walls I have built up against others, the walls I have built up against myself...
Itp had been a healing period and now it's back to real life- the feeling of time pressing down on your back, workload becoming heavier. In short, the feeling as if you're on an escalator but still there are tonnes of people pushing you at the back. Sometimes the days make me feel as if I'm a clockwork mouse, running on batteries with no particular sensation or emotion. Or rather, no time for emotions.
Meeting new people and going to new places are good for healing. But I realise the issues aren't ever solved unless you start by tackling it straight in the bud.
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