Non-constructive

One of my JC friends had a party today.
Though honestly I dont like parties, I still went to see him- ages since I met him!
One of the most irritating buddies in JC but still one-of-a-kind.
I hope he will find joy in his new phase in life!

I guess parties make me feel out of place and sometimes I prefer to be a wallflower though I will actually still be making lots of commotion but oh well.

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Sometimes I think in a void.

There're nothing specific really, just random memories of people and things that happened.
Most of them are really funny, the kind that will always make you smile but are the kind that just
makes you happy in that moment.

Usually the days pass with much laughter.. but there's still something crucial missing that I can't seem to grasp upon.