Slowly breaking down the walls that stayed for so long.
Dear friends please give me some time.
Feeling thankful, especially to those who've never left.

What do you do?

What do you do, when your teacher likes your idea but you're constrained by experience to implement your strategies to make this design work?
What do you do, even after countless of advice, you still cant seem to piece everything together?
What do you do, when your head is filled with a wondrous image of your design, but you just can't to make it work?
What do you do, when your head seems to be overflowing but your hand just can't draw them out?

when nothing's going right, go left?

What to do when nothing's going right at all?
It seems like everything's happening all at one shot.
I guess its true when they say, its either everything happening at once or nothing happens at all.

I'm in a vicious cycle I've allowed myself to fall into.
I allow the dark, pessimistic thoughts to get to me.

November's here

Went to her house approaching 12am and thanks to papa and mama lim, surprise success!! It took her 5 eternity seconds to recognize that I was there standing in her living room with a box of muffins and singing a happy birthday song awkwardly. Happy 21st, my dear friend. I think I don't have to say much. 

But know that it's something I really wanna do for my longest friend. 

And before that me and T had our first official meal outside with our childhood friend since he's going into the army! Though memories are vague, I remember us growing up together and there are baby photos of it! Even though I've actually known you for 20 years of my life, yesterday was just our first outing how pathetic is that! 😂 

All the best Sean! 

Happy 21st our Korean star

Went to a friend's bday party today! 

It was a one of a kind party cuz it was by far it has been one in which the attire has been pretty difficult for most of us- KPOP/Korean style!! Hahaha. 

We had loads of fun and it was pretty stressy when everyone had to perform individually though it was good stress and everyone got to show off their beautiful voices and talent. 

Some even brought their guitar and uke and basses :)

I caught up w B and B; it seems pretty long since we last talked. 

Seeing my friends with their talents especially E shocking us with her secret dancing talent made us all bring new awe and respect for one another :) we're all talented in one way or another and I'm really appreciative of it! 

And seeing X and A putting in so much effort for Jl as loving friends really warms the heart :) 

And some really impromptu pictures I took nearing the end.  

(I took off my korean cap and ponytail towards the end)

Queen of mando, Korean pop. Her voice never fails to amaze :) 

& Of course, this woman with such a mesmerising voice. 

Shane Filan - You And Me

Hung up on this song recently, its tune is really getting to me.

Ps.

recess week is far too short, its ending soon ):

The mean person

I'm probably the mean person that people talk about. The kind whom can shut off from others completely all of a sudden without any reason. The kind that can be completely jovial and outgoing in one moment and be a completely unresponsive and uninterested the next. 

I guess it's something I can't change despite knowing I have to. 

Current mode: "please just give me lots of personal space"